lipstick-assassin is a no go
As some of you know..I was gonna launch a bigger better blog...with the genuis help of my ex...Well it seems he's just that my ex...He purchased the website for me and then when we broke up he moved it..so it's back to bloggin here. Not that it's bad or anything but ya know...
Anyway where to start...
In late Oct..i got into a long distance relationship..and the trippy thing is that he pursued me..I thought this would really work..we say each other erry weekend..but i guess it didnt..we got into a series of tiffs(spats) and one day..he said "do you." I inquired for clarity..that meant he didnt wanna see me anymore..oh well i thought...didn't really hit me till a few days later like damn is that how folks break up...i guess it was..weeks later we worked out and decided to date with the option of getting back together...so in this month that things were good..dude was expressing living abroad..didn't have a definite plan...didn't have it buckled down where he was going...asked me if i wanted to go..the places he choose had some shitty weather or some place where english was not the primary language..of course i had problems..but he always wanted em to be honest with him..a few weeks later i found myself dumped again...this time because 'we were going in different directions." I said to myself...self u must be a fool...he dumped u a year before he's slated to leave..that's a bit hasty.. Yall i was upset and still am..livid even to the point where i told him i hated him...I know it's hateful but i wanted him to feel and iota of what i was feeling..not only did u break up with me before..i let u back in for u to do it to me 3 weeks later...fool me once same on u..fool me twice same on me..fool me 3 times..someone has to pay..Then he said he wanted me in his life still..and i thought how the hell do u go from having the world..to have having one room..that shit takes time...so people i laid it on the line for dude pour out erry ounce of my heart...his response..u said some hurtful things..he was very cold..and the only thing he offered me again..is..if there is anything u need dont hesitate.. it's like he said one thing but is demonstrating a complete other...I don't know folks...i feel very foolish but i tried...and i find often that when people decide to hold a grudge.. the people they have it against wont be there when "they feel" it's time to forgive... Live people..
love ya
Boogie
Anyway where to start...
In late Oct..i got into a long distance relationship..and the trippy thing is that he pursued me..I thought this would really work..we say each other erry weekend..but i guess it didnt..we got into a series of tiffs(spats) and one day..he said "do you." I inquired for clarity..that meant he didnt wanna see me anymore..oh well i thought...didn't really hit me till a few days later like damn is that how folks break up...i guess it was..weeks later we worked out and decided to date with the option of getting back together...so in this month that things were good..dude was expressing living abroad..didn't have a definite plan...didn't have it buckled down where he was going...asked me if i wanted to go..the places he choose had some shitty weather or some place where english was not the primary language..of course i had problems..but he always wanted em to be honest with him..a few weeks later i found myself dumped again...this time because 'we were going in different directions." I said to myself...self u must be a fool...he dumped u a year before he's slated to leave..that's a bit hasty.. Yall i was upset and still am..livid even to the point where i told him i hated him...I know it's hateful but i wanted him to feel and iota of what i was feeling..not only did u break up with me before..i let u back in for u to do it to me 3 weeks later...fool me once same on u..fool me twice same on me..fool me 3 times..someone has to pay..Then he said he wanted me in his life still..and i thought how the hell do u go from having the world..to have having one room..that shit takes time...so people i laid it on the line for dude pour out erry ounce of my heart...his response..u said some hurtful things..he was very cold..and the only thing he offered me again..is..if there is anything u need dont hesitate.. it's like he said one thing but is demonstrating a complete other...I don't know folks...i feel very foolish but i tried...and i find often that when people decide to hold a grudge.. the people they have it against wont be there when "they feel" it's time to forgive... Live people..
love ya
Boogie
